Maintain a 4.0 GPA in my sophomore year of college, dad and stepmother give 2 shits. Don’t get a job within 3 months of moving back home, it’s WW3 everytime I walk through the door unemployed.

GET THE FUCK OVER IT. Senior year I was harped on to do applications- got into every school, couldn’t afford any of them. end of Freshman year after TRYING to go to a university,  I come home because it was too much money and I decided to transfer to a community college- using MY OWN MONEY. Step mother, NOT FATHER…. STEP MOTHER gave me a rant about how I need a job… I cannot describe the fucks I do not give anymore. I got my GPA to a 4.0. I’m paying for school. My effort is going 100% into school. I have too Lab classes, one of which has now switched over to my worst subject Chemistry yet I STILL have atleast a 90-91% in it. So at this point, I give NO FUCKS. Also she and my father seem to be the only people on earth to think that me deciding to let my hair grow out (OMFG 3 inches of curly hair on a black person- I look homeless) is a fate worse than hell. If managers don’t care about my hair why do you…. I hate these people. Let me have another opportunity to go to a university, just like at USF they will never hear from me again, at this point I rather be homeless… atleast then I could get aid from the institution or state…. So annoyed. Am I doing drugs? Am I shit poor? Am I dumb? NO! 1) you didn’t graduate Dad 2) Step-Mother who are you to tell me how to look at 19…. Especially since youre the only one criticizing? I was having a little pity party all last week but fuck that, I AM DOING DMITRI. WHO ARE YOU. Fuck off. I’m here thinking I’m a failure when even in my worst times, compared to both of them at the age of 19, I have WAY more going for me. Condescending, African-American, elitist assholes.